Mehhh
I am esssssssssssssssssssssssssssscited for college, but getting ready in le morning is going to be a pain in le booty. Considering the fact that I go to a private/Catholic school all my life, so my wardrobe for the last 12 years have been consisted of uniforms. I need to go shoppingggggggg!
Just kidding.
I am not sleeping. I need to focus and stop procrastinating and finish the last page of my essay and study for College Algebra before I fail and will be forced to drop it and will have to retake that stupid class again next year and waste more money. Oh my gah run on sentence. -sighs-
I was trying to change my other Tumblr account’s username and found this old Tumblr. I browsed through it and boy was it depressing… LOL. Meh. But since this one has like barely any followers it shall be my “private/personal” (not really) Tumblr. I rarely ever post on Tumblr anyway. I still read the posts of people that I follow though. Lalala ‘tis all. I bid yee a good night! Trolololol. K bye.
Don’t even bother.
Don’t even bother starting up a conversation if you’re just going to leave. What’s even the purpose of bringing up one if you just disappear?
Just give up.
Stop checking your phone. Stop hoping for nothing. Stop believing. Stop waiting for a text message or phone call that you won’t get. Because if they miss you, you won’t be there waiting for a text message or a phone call. They’ll just text you or call you. Just stop hurting yourself.
Sometime there is no next time, time out, or second chance. Sometime it’s now or never.
I could honestly blow up at everything if I wanted to…
Rambles
I would have to admit that I could often sound like a broken record. Saying, talking, or complaining about the same thing over and over again. And I suppose it gets annoying afterward, I do know, so I try as much as possible to avoid it, but we are obviously humans, and we all know so very well that we make mistakes and are prone to them. I could be as dramatic as the next person you see, when it comes to drama, problems, stress, insecurities, and etc.
I am in no way saying that I am superior or greater than anyone else. But seriously, people need to just calm down. I was always emotionally stable, knowing my limits and when to stop, but I guess I rubbed off a few and I have become a bit more vocal and expressive. I am not saying that expressing your emotions and feelings is wrong. But what I am trying to convey is to look at the bigger picture, is it really that bad? Whose fault is it? And when it comes to fault, really analyze the situation and do not go around pointing fingers just so you can get your way. Did you really try? Did you give it your all? If no, then whose fault is it? Exactly, it is yourself, but do not take that for failure. Sure it possibly could be considered that, but stop being so pessimistic. Look for the better side of things, have some hope. Try harder, and stop sitting your behind around and complain about it when you do not even do a single thing about it. If you do not learn to love yourself, then who will?
Once again, to clarify things, I am not saying that I am not guilty of it, because I am well aware I could often fall into this category, but it just irks me at times. Mistakes, road-blocks, obstacles, they are all put in our lives; even though we may not know why they appear or why us, God knows that we are able to handle it, so just have a little faith and trust in Him. Besides that, I have nothing more than just say DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Heck, go to hell and back if that is what will take you to get back up.
