Don’t even bother.
Don’t even bother starting up a conversation if you’re just going to leave. What’s even the purpose of bringing up one if you just disappear?
Just give up.
Stop checking your phone. Stop hoping for nothing. Stop believing. Stop waiting for a text message or phone call that you won’t get. Because if they miss you, you won’t be there waiting for a text message or a phone call. They’ll just text you or call you. Just stop hurting yourself.
Sometime there is no next time, time out, or second chance. Sometime it’s now or never.
I could honestly blow up at everything if I wanted to…
Rambles
I admit I often could sound like a broken record. Saying, talking, or complaining about the same thing over and over again. And I suppose it gets annoying afterward, I do know, so I try as much as possible to avoid it, but we’re obviously humans, and we all know so very well we make mistakes. I could be as dramatic as the next person you see, when it comes to drama, problems, stress, insecurities, etc. etc. I am in no way saying I’m higher or greater than anyone else. Back to the main topic, just calm down. I was always emotionally stable, knowing my limits and when to stop, but I guess I rubbed off a few and I’ve become a bit more vocal and expressive. I’m in no way saying that expressing your emotions and feelings is wrong. But what I’m trying to convey is look at the bigger picture, is it really that bad? Who’s fault is it? And when it comes to fault, really analyze the situation and don’t go around pointing fingers just so you can get your way. Did you really try? Did you give it your all? If no, then who’s fault is it? Exactly. Yourself, but don’t take that for failure. Sure it possibly could be considered that, but stop being so pessimistic! Look for the better side of things for pete’s sake. Try harder, stop sitting your butt around and complaining about it when you don’t even do a dang thing about it. If you don’t learn to love yourself, then who will? and etc. Once again, to clarify things, I’m not saying that I am not guilty of it, because I’m well aware I could often fall into this category, but it just irks me at times. Mistakes, road-blocks, obstacles, they’re all put in our lives; even though we may not know why they appear or why us, God knows that we’re able to handle it, so just have a little faith and trust in Him. Besides that, I have nothing more than just say DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Heck, go to hell and back if that’s what it takes you.
Relax and breathe.
